Just sad

I feel pathetic i let my life be controlled by numbers like the amount of weight i carry and the amount of calories i eat

I let food dictate my every other thought To eat or not to eat

why did i eat this or that

Whats the best way to purge that and this

I don’t want to live like this

Im tired of living like this its freakin exhausting and time consuming but where and how do i start changing?

Every time i think i may have a clue i fail again

Can anybody help me?

sweetthinspiration:

sweatyourshirtoff:

Soo this is me 

No way!  Crap, you’re hot! 

100andhealthy:

This will be me by next summer.

Or similar.

I feel none of us would have ‘off’ days if we all ate, trained, and lived together. Fitblr mansion?